Kangel's Confessions

Having a condo of my own is one of my life's dream. Malapit ko na itong makuha. Kaso lang.... may mga finances ako na kailangan unahin bayaran. The only left thing to do get it is to pay the bank charges. Na hindi ko mabuo buo is because nagsabay sabay ang mga finances to pay. Alam ko na kailangan ko sila unahin. So condo...konting tiis lang. :) Abot kamay na naman kita. Unahin ko na muna ang mga kaibigan ko na naging dahilan para makapagdown ako. They need the money more.

Saying Hello World!!!!  from Meralco. Sobrang tagal ko ng hindi nagbablog. I wanted to be a book writer pero hindi ako nagsusulat. Ano ang ibig sabihin neto? Hahaha. Wish to blog more soon. And I mean regularly. :)

Do you trust me? What do you do when you are ask the make or break question? How do you answer in such a way your words will be listened to and you will convey the right message?

When is the right time? There is just this one guy who makes me happy everyday. He makes my heart beat faster. He makes me feel really special even he intends not to. I wanted to express what I feel but I'm afraid it may not be the right time. God only knows when... New Chapter: The Japanese  I wondered...why am I always affiliated to "japan" word. I was never a super fan of any anime. Oh there is one...Sailormoon series. Naruto? so so. Ah Yugi-oh! :D Gladly, I started and ended only these two series. And in between I met some japanese folks - some of them are acquaintance  and wives of friends. One of my friend dreams to flew in Japan. Another one is a collector of manga characters. Friends and college friends work there. Now surprised! I was hired by Aeon  as Managing Software Consultant for a project - a japanese company. Never thought of it. But my subconscious mind has been absorbing too much information about Japan and japanese culture. Now my turn

focus. driven. motivated. goal oriented. focus driven. motivated. goal oriented. focus driven. motivated. goal oriented.focus. driven. motivated. goal oriented. focus driven. motivated. goal oriented. focus. driven. motivated. goal oriented. focus focus focus. don't feel. no emotion. every time i feel that again. i just remind myself of why am i here. the only way to be successful is to focus. LASER FOCUS!!! :)

Location: Rizal Medical Center habang sinusulat ko ang entry na ito, nakaupo ako at hinihintay ang pamangkin ko, mama at pinsan ko ( siya yung nanay)  Sinugod namin sya kasama ng nanay ko at nanay niya dahil sa matindi nyang pagsusuka. Sabi nila nausog daw...pero sa dami ng laway na natanggap nya wala pa rin makapagpagaling sa kanya. Kaya heto kinailangan na ng professional help para mas malaman kung ano ba tlaga ang sakit nya. naghahanap ako ng mauupuan at nakita ko ang bakanteng upuan kung saan andun ang mag-asawa. Habang sumesenyas ako na at nagpapalaam na kung pwede bang umupo...nakita ako ng asawang lalaki at pinagsabihan ako....na "mag-ingat ka baka masagi mo ang sugat sa paa ng asawa ko". Ang sungit no? Pero  imbes na mainis ako at magalit ako... odd thing is...napangiti pa ako. :) The Break up - Reason I  once had a relationship that it fails because somebody failed to take care of me and to protect me.  Nakakalungkot na rason yun no. Well,  we all know we love