Kangel's Confessions

Having one goal....to finish and to learn.... Be hurt...and hurt more for tommorow you will have wisdom... Trust that his intention was not to hurt you. Be happy for everydays blessing. Smile when everything is shattered. Talk to a friend when depressed. Laugh until you feel you were light as a feather. Have faith on everything. Fulfill your promises. Be happy for others blessing. And lastly...LOVE...it reenergizes the soul. :)

Been really so busy lately. Andito ako sa bagong work....May project na thank God...pero may mga problems din na dumating. I don't know kung paano ko pa ito maha-handle. But I trust God na He is still in control. Fear is lost and all of my trust I gave it up to God. I know everything would be fine... Today may seem the darkest moment but rays of light can always shine on it...until all darkness fades away...I believe na mangyayari yun. Marami ako kuwento siyempre. Hehe...Pero ang ikli lang ng oras ko...para itayp lahat. Pero gusto kong sabihin sa lahat na masaya ako. Positive kong hinaharap ang mga problems sa buhay ko. At siyempre...positive ako sa pinagppray ko this year. Yeah...Go go go lang :P Simulan na natin: 1. God is speaking to me lately thru my friends. I am currently reading the book "I am the Warrior of Light" by Paul Coehlo. Super inspirational ang book na ito. It lead me all the positive thinking today...Hehe...Hindi ko malilimutan na sinabi dun...na God is ...

It's been a week. My birthday was celebrated with a twist. :) And yeah...I'm happy but not completely happy... But God did not allow it to be a bad experience naman.... I mean a bad day. He did make me happy. God is there to comfort me kahit medyo nalulungkot ako. I've got greetings from my friends, officemates. (Thanks talaga sa lahat) Sa SEO Team!!! Thank you for ending my day with a smile. Why sad? I texted a friend... sabi ko sa text, " maybe some wishes never meant to come true ". And some really are. But some wishes are never meant to come true on the day you wish them to be real. In short...huli na sya na nagkatotoo. Pero at least it happened di ba? Dapat masaya ka na? Pero bakit ganun? A part of you will say....sana kung nagkatotoo lang sya nun mismong araw na yun...eh di sana...mas masaya. (hay naku walang contentment no) But yeah...hehehe...pero God is the God of perfect timing. My time would not be His time of giving and allowing things to happen. He kn...

11:42 PM 1/14/2008 These are my last minutes...Yes last minutes of being 24. Oh my gosh!!! Im 25!!! Yes I am blessed 25 years old. Ahahaha! I want to thank God for the 25 years full of blessings. Siyempre heto...natatakot...anong meron sa age na ito. But alam nyo ba ung napi-feel ko? Napi-feel nyo yun. Yun na yun eh. I think this is the year. I don't know but I know ito yun...ehehe... that God will finally said...yes...that our Lord God will....give me my very wish. I just can feel it. This is really is it(Pahiram muna rom!) Ahahaha! Happy ako because...I have learned so many things sa up to this very moment. God has allowed many people to come and be part of my life. I have learned so much from these people...And without them, I think I wont feel the love of God in my life. And I know...that God will continue to be with me with the next years and birthdays to come. I will learn, cry, laugh, smile and feel mad. Pero natural lang yun. Lahat ng tests na binigay sa akin ni Lord...laha...

Habitually....and religiously heto na.. ginagawa ko na ito...So here comes my new years resolution for this year. Hehe. But wait there's more....Hehe..bago nga pala yan...Check muna natin yung mga natupad ko last year sa post na ito . 1. Siguro ang gusto kong mabago ay yung temper ko pagdating sa mga boys. Hindi talaga kasi maganda. Ang ikli ng pasensya ko. Actually both sexes rin kapag inaatake ako ng pagkatopak. Haha! Pero alam ng mga malalapit kung kaibigan kong paano ko pinaglalaban ang matagal ko ng struggle na ito. Sana tlaga humaba ang pasensya ko sa kanila. At sana matutunan kong kontrolin ang temper ko. Sana mabawasan ko yung pag-iinit agad ng ulo. Patience lang talaga. Sighness. - check...pero meron pa rin...konti... hahaha! 2. Sana mabawasan ko na rin madaling mainis lalo na sa bahay. Feeling ko araw araw akong meron e. Shock absorber ko actually ang mga kapatid ko sa bahay. Wawa naman. Pero kung mako-kontrol ko lang ang inis ko, mas magiging ok ang lahat siguro. - chec...

Maligayang bagong taon sa lahat! Yeah...sa sobrang kabisihan ko during this holiday season...(kain, tulog at kain tulog po ang ginawa ko...ahahahah!) ay hindi ako nakapagpost. But I greeted the year with smile. Pray for the blessings ahead at siyempre...thank God for the wonderful year na binigay nya sa pamilya ko. Gusto ko kong maging year-end report ang post na ito...Kaya sa abot ng makakaya ko ay aalalahanin ko ang major ups and down ni kangel this year 2007. Gusto ko rin isulat dito ang aking new years resolution na taon-taon ko ng ginagawa...Hehe. And thank God may natutupad naman. Hehe... God is amazing talaga. He has blessed me with....(teka di ba i-enumerate ko...ahaha.wait lang...) Start ko na. :) What happened during 2007? Thanks to the wonder of internet and blogging...nairecord ko pa ang lahat mga memories ko for the past three years. And here comes the highlights of 2007. (Give it to me baby! Ahahaha!) January - Event siyempre dito yung birthday ko. And di ko malilimutan ...

This Christmas... Siyempre andyan yung gift giving... Andyan ang walang kamatayang picture taking.... Pagmamahalan (Anu vah... :P) Unity...(Ayus!) Thanks for celebrating the holiday with us. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2008 everybody!