Kangel's Confessions

I'm not sure kung tama itong ginagawa ko. Pero feeling ko papunta ako malapit sa bangin. At anytime eh pwede akong madulas at tuluyan mahulog. Ito na ba yung start ng adventure ko sa pakikipagmeet sa pain? (read related post: Overcoming pain and abnormal sleep)Hanggang kailan ko makakayanan? Madudurog ba ang puso ko sa sakit na hihilingin ko na rin magpa-bypass operation soon? Ang sagot. Hindi ko alam. Wala pa naman sakit sa ngayon.... Hmmn. I dont wanna think about it. (Well ngayon lang naisip habang sinusulat ko ito) Pero sa totoo lang, natatakot ako. Kaya ko kaya? Let's see. I'm overanalyzing again. Pwedeng pakibatukan ako? Kailangan kong bumalik sa reality at sa tamang pag-iisip. I need to be rational kahit mukang imposible. Dahil sa 80% yata ang dominion ng heart ko vs isip ko. Mas nakakaramdam ako kaysa nag-iisip. (Hindi lang halata...) Sleep is my friend now. I sleep well last night. Tingin ko, kailangan kong pagbigyan ang sarili ko to be with this guy. Pero dapa...

For two weeks na yata akong may abnormal sleeping patterns. And yes, for the first time the reason is I am thinking of someone. Totoo pala yun na kapag may iniisip kang tao, well plus added certain degree ng reasons mo kung why mo sya iniisip - ay mahihirapan ka lang makatulog. I experience that for almost 2-3 weeks. I am bothered by some face. Hmmmn. Di ko muna sasabihin dito para sa kaligtasan nya. (LOL) Pero higit sa lahat para sa kanyang peace of mind. Maintriga na kayo pero di ko talaga sasabihin. Marami na akong sinubukan, napagtanungan at nahingian ng payo. Pero alas! Meron pinadalang anghel ulit sa akin ang langit. And we have unplanned date last Friday lang. I got some answers to my questions. At may ilan akong isi-share sa buong blogosphere. 1. Yung iniisip kong someone is my type na di ko inaamin sa sarili ko. TMI (Too much information). Hanggang dito na lang. 2. In order para makatulog ako, kailangan kong i-accept and idea na type ko sya. Thank God. I sleep so well after th...

I'm fan of K-dramas because they keep my mind sane. :) Especially the romantic-comedy ones. :D Enjoy!! :) Description: A young woman named Ji Hyun was enjoying absolute bliss as she was about to be married with her fiancé, but her perfect life is shattered in a car accident that left her in a coma. She is given a second chance at life by a reaper, but it comes with a condition: she has to find three people outside of her family who would cry genuine tears for her. In order to do this, she borrows the body of Yi Kyung, a part-time employee at a convenience store. Language: Korean Country: Korea Times: 20 Episodes Release Date: 16 March 2011 Cast: Lee Yo Won , Jo Hyun Jae , Jung Il Woo , Nam Gyu Ri , Bae Soo Bin , Seo Ji Hye , Bae Geu Rin , Kang Sung Min Genre: Romance Hardsub: Episode 01: http://www.fileserve.com/file/b9tWWeP http://bitshare.com/?f=258if62x http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V02JZE63 Episode 02: http://www.fileserve.com/file/bg9uKaz htt...