Kangel's Confessions

Sa totoo lang...hindi ko pa nararamdaman masyado ang Pasko. Even we have christmas decorations in the haws already... Wala pa rin. Siguro, kapag nakakarinig ng Christmas songs na gusto ko. And the Christmas shopping rush sa mga malls. Yeah...those things na nao-observe ko sa paligid ko...Yun pa lang...Pero bakit ganun...parang may hinahanap pa ako. Andami nangyari this 2008. Sobra. And maybe...yes maybe we wont celebrating Christmas na kumpleto kami. Sad...pero I'm still hoping na maging kumpleto kami. Wala naman masama dun eh :) Oh well I have my Christmas 2008 grown up wishlist...may ganun? hahaha! Sisimulan ko na. 1. My own/family car - sana at the end of the year of first month of next year. 2. Ipod Touch (16GB pero pwede na rin 8GB) - hehehe...thru CC (sana) 3. Wow Magic Sing for my family (bibilhin ko na mamaya cc din) 4. New set of Dining Table for my family 5. CANON/NIKON Digital SLR (akin to :) hahaha! pero baka on my birthday or first quarter next year) Kung maibibigay...

What can I say? Things are all still the same. Been lutang lately. Pero ok na naman ako. Hehe. Gusto ko lang ikwento yung nangyari sa akin kanina umaga. I've been reading a Christian book and I was really moved and touched by God's words. Kapag nata-touch pa naman ako...kahit nga song lang na marinig ko... naiiyak talaga ako. I can't stop it...At feeling ko kahit sinong tao...kapag naramdaman si Lord...will be weak but overwhelmed by the feeling that God really do understand you and love you. Ewan ko ba...my reaction was to cry at that moment. Nararamdaman ko He is speaking the real words I am reading on that book. At kahit para na akong ewan kanina...(papasok pa ako office) tears keep running down on my face. I feel His grace and I felt weak...and thankful. Yeah...I'm very thankful dahil He keeps on giving and offering His love and forgiveness sa akin...non-stop...pero ako...guilty as I am is not perfect...A sinner... I just thank the Lord for that very heartfelt expe...

She has all the right to be Wonder Woman. A new website has revealed an image of Megan Fox in the role of Wonder Woman . The image, at the website www.wonder-who.com , shows the 22-year-old Hollywood babe clad as the Amazon warrior princess. Lucy Lawless was offered the role and actually turned it down. It was also announced in a false rumor that Kate Beckinsale got the part. But according to JoBlo.com , Warner Brothers has issued a denial, insisting that no such movie is planned. It’s caused some debate and curiosity but has generally been dismissed as bogus, though no one knows the purpose of the site. The comic book origin of Wonder Woman is based on ancient Greek stories of the Amazons, who were said to have lived in Themiscyra at the mouth of the river Thermodon - this is today’s river Terme in northern Turkey, near the shore of the Black Sea. I think she would be a better Wonder Woman than Beyonce . - news from Daily Contributor.

I got a very sad news. What a start of a first morning of the week. Hehe. I was not chosen to go to Singapore. But I'm happy most of my colleagues will go. Hindi lang siguro kami nagkaintindihan no? hahaha! Anyways. Life has to move on. Maybe sabi ko nga sa mga status ko. God has better plans. And He wants me to stay here because He wants me to do something first here. And Your will be done Lord. :) Nalulungkot lang talaga ako...Kaya nga di ba sabi ko..VERY SAD NEWS. A part of me is saying that I really want to go and be part of the prestigious project. Siguro for experience na rin. But well... I don't know what went wrong. I will definitely honestly say...I am not OK right now. But I will feel better soon. And it will start RIGHT NOW. Oh well.... God knows what is the best for me. And of course I trust Him my life. It is their lost...not mine...JOKENESS! Haha! Work mode ulet :P P.S. Is this a sign of changing plans?

THE TRUTH HURTS. A MUST READ FOR ALL FILIPINOS 'The Philippines is a nation of starstruck ignoramuses' by Dero Pedero Of Philippine Star Last July 23, I wrote about Nasty (short for Anastacio), a balikbayan from Los Angeles , who, while vacationing in Manila , had nothing to say but negative comments about the Philippines and the Filipinos. The article elicited a deluge of comments from our readers. Though some agreed with his curt observations, most were enraged at the repulsive way he acted and whined. For me, he was the classic epitome of the 'crow perched on a carabao,' thinking and acting nauseatingly superior just because he has become an American citizen, inequitably comparing everything here to how they are in the first world. I was particularly irked by his repulsive 'know it all' attitude and peeved no end by his irritating Waray-American twang. Those who have not read that article may access philstar.com and click archives, then select July 23 and ...

Good things happen for a reason. God did make a way for it to happen. Madami akong natanggap na blessings na gusto ko lang i-enumerate. And super thank you Lord dahil ina-allow nyo na matanggap ko ang mga blessings na ito. 1. Nakatanggap ako ng mga coloring books, at mga libre na pwede pang mareuse. Gagamitin ko itong pangregalo sa mga bata sa pasko. Natutuwa ako dahil nagawan ng paraan ni Sir Jun na maibigay sa akin ito. Salamat Sir Jun. (Hindi pa naman huli ang lahat pwede rin kayo magbigay sa akin. :D) 2. Good news from the boss. Ayus...sana matuloy at magtuluy-tuloy. 3. Sinagot na ang guy besfren ko ng nililigawan nyang girl...Ewan ko ba kung matutuwa ako...Pero happy naman ako for them hehe.....Selos friendship level lang tlaga ito...(Wushu?) Haha! But indeed...i will still count it as a blessing...Parehas ko kasing dear friends ang dalawang yun. Hehe...Siguro mamimiss ko lang ung mga attention ni guy besfren...But that's natural. :) 4. Ayoko sana sabihin pero...iba talaga yun...

Andami ng kaguluhan dito sa opisina. Pero sa kabila noon...tingin ko naman ay nasa equilibrium pa. :) My bosses remain I think to save it and continue on whatever resources we have. Ika nga...let us all move on from here. :) Actually I'm bored. Wala pa projects. So petiks. So research research...Basa basa. That's my job. Nasa Research and Devt team naman kasi ako...Hehe. Ang tagal ko na pala walang updates sa blog. Marami na rin nangyari. Nawalan ako ng isang friend. Hmmn or he forgot that I was his friend din. I don't know. That is the saddest part. Pero, masaya na rin ako. Dahil we did not end that traumatic. Medyo lang. Medyo hindi na lang nya ako kinausap. And from then...wala na. I still prayed na anuman ang pasukin nya...will succeed in God's will. Good luck Ray Ramos. I know pag nag-cross ang paths natin ulit...if ever man...batiin mo naman ako. Hehe...Ako kasi...iha-hi pa rin kita with all the high energy...hehe. Good luck sa work at sa restaurant mo. ;) Hmm...