Kangel's Confessions

MERMAIDS Just wanna share this super "fascinating" artworks from selinafenech.com Pearl Princess Beware, do not fall for the yearning eyes of a siren.Watercolour 2004. - Very beautiful! Sea of Roses Pure romance, washed in a sea of roses. Watercolour and gouache 2004 - True meaning of reds - Seductive and sexy. :) More pictures ... ;)

Why are others playing blind in the system? Why are they so afraid to defend on something they believe as right? (Being "right" is relative..fine... But do they have trillions of brains cells to process details plus a heart to decide...) Scared of being thrown out on what they consider as their " comfortable seats "? Or just too tired of fighting alone? Oo nga naman... If they are tired of fighting for themselves... Why on earth they would fight for others?!( di ba?!!) Maybe they are dumb... They decided to be dumb because of the system. Or pretend to be clueless on the effect of their own doing... Giving them an excuse to co-exist with the system... Pity them. Pity me. Pity us all... ---

Nakalimutan ko na... Sa dami siguro ng iniisip ko, nakalimutan ko na na ang mga reasons para matuwa. I always pray. But I feel that my prayers are going no where. I think God wants me to think on something important. Yun ang nararamdaman ko. Pero ang kulit ko...yung gusto kong isipin ang iniisip ko. God wants me to be happy... Yun lang alam ko sa ngayon. Pero ayun kinakaya ko kasi mag-isa... Bakit kasi nagiging complicated na ang mga bagay-bagay? Is this the sign? Oh my! Hahaha! Is this what you called maturity? Or it is simply just a test? God guide my thoughts... :) Ang masasabi ko lang...nakakapagod siya. Psalm 23 A psalm of David. The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [ a ] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me...

16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[ b ] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.[ c ] 19This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. 21But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God."[ d ] ---- Whoever - meaning kahit sino... wala naman requirement na mahirap e. Just believe in Him. Be exposed to God's love. And let your heart be healed with his love!

Ito yung ilang mga points na hindi ko maiwasan bigyan ng comment. Hindi ko talaga kayang manahimik kaya heto nangati na naman ang mga daliri ko na magtayp at ilabas ang lahat ng laman ng utak ko. Pasensya na…Ito yung nasulat ko nung pagkatapos na pagkatapos pa lang nung pulong na yun. Kaya punung-puno ng emotion. Naa-amaze din ako sa mga naisusulat ko kapag sobra ako sa emosyon… Feeling ko kasi hindi ako yung nagsasalita e… Pero sige basa lang…Opinyon ko lang naman iyan e He wants to be successful by making us successful. – Nangyayari ba talaga ito? Oo. Siguro. Masyadong idealistic. Pero pwede naman. Bibilib ako sa kanya kung magagawa nya yun. Pero ang opinyon ko diyan…POSIBLE. Di ako tatanggi. Mabuti na rin pinaalala nya uli sa amin kailangan namin palang maging successful. Dahil hanggang ngayon… mas nararamdaman namin na we are doomed dahil andito kami… Kaya nga yung ibang naka-realize nun… umalis na. Believe in the company – Ito ang pinakamahirap gawin. Dahil nakita ko sa halos da...