I have a lot to say.
But I can't say it. And decide not to rant it out or share it out to the world. For the first time, I managed to just share it to just the closest friends. They know what my mind and heart's struggles are and how I did fight with my immature plans and impulsive thoughts.
Haay. Haay. Haay.
Tungkol saan ba ito? Haha. Secret muna. I can't decide kung hanggang kailan ako ganito. Pero promise magkukuwento din ako. :)
Latest updates kay kangel.
- Double blessings. - SFC service and Lector Schedule sa St Anne. - Matagal akong namahinga sa SFC. Well dahil sa heart issues. (take that figuratively) But I'm ok now. Matagal na. :) Excited na akong maging active again. :) And dun naman sa lector service ko sa aming pinakamamahal na parokya ng St Anne eh kinapalan ko na lang mukha ko at uma-attend na akong meeting. :) So there I have it... a SCHEDULE!! haha. I love being part of the mass celebration. It is really an honor to be used by God as a proclaimer of his word. Felt happy...heavenly happiness. :)
-Opportunities - Madami and growing. Balance sound decision lang kailangan. Di naman kailangan tanggapin ang lahat. Para mapunta rin ito sa iba so by doing that, we are going to bless others.
- Heart - heart pa din. Pero I'm happy right now kung ano yung meron ako ngayon.
Ok need to sign-off. Too sleepy to continue.
Bayeee! :)
Teka...God gave us choices :)
A friend of mine told me that I should learn to live with uncertainties. Dahil kung alam ko na ang lahat ng mangyayari bukas o sa hinaharap, asan ang fun and excitement dun. Our God make that life that way. We are secured already with the good future. Samahan na lang natin ng dasal at faith yan. We need to believe that life would be good. But we don't need to exactly know the details of it. Dahil kung alam mo na...eh di wala na. All is predictable...all is meaningless...You would never felt pain for you to be stronger, you would never met your enemies for the lesson in life they have shared to you. You will never felt alone and decide to ask God's for help if you know kung ano ang next na mangyayari sa buhay mo. Right? So I think ito yung reason. The consequences of these uncertainties make us a better person.
You see life is created that way. Uncertainties lead us to choices. These choices make our life worth living. :)
I believe that happiness can be seen every second if you will just pay attention to it. You will hear the loudest cry of cricket if you decide to listen to it. It is really a matter of choice. Kung saan ka papaimpluwensya...kung saan mo gustong makinig...kung ano ang gusto mong maging desisyon. Having a faith is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Being miserable is a choice. Being fat is a choice. Being beautiful person is a choice. Being you right now is the consequences of your choices in the past.
Remember God allowed you to always have a choice. That's the freedom He gave when He created us humans. Use that choice wisely. It will change you life forever.
But I can't say it. And decide not to rant it out or share it out to the world. For the first time, I managed to just share it to just the closest friends. They know what my mind and heart's struggles are and how I did fight with my immature plans and impulsive thoughts.
Haay. Haay. Haay.
Tungkol saan ba ito? Haha. Secret muna. I can't decide kung hanggang kailan ako ganito. Pero promise magkukuwento din ako. :)
Latest updates kay kangel.
- Double blessings. - SFC service and Lector Schedule sa St Anne. - Matagal akong namahinga sa SFC. Well dahil sa heart issues. (take that figuratively) But I'm ok now. Matagal na. :) Excited na akong maging active again. :) And dun naman sa lector service ko sa aming pinakamamahal na parokya ng St Anne eh kinapalan ko na lang mukha ko at uma-attend na akong meeting. :) So there I have it... a SCHEDULE!! haha. I love being part of the mass celebration. It is really an honor to be used by God as a proclaimer of his word. Felt happy...heavenly happiness. :)
-Opportunities - Madami and growing. Balance sound decision lang kailangan. Di naman kailangan tanggapin ang lahat. Para mapunta rin ito sa iba so by doing that, we are going to bless others.
- Heart - heart pa din. Pero I'm happy right now kung ano yung meron ako ngayon.
Ok need to sign-off. Too sleepy to continue.
Bayeee! :)
Teka...God gave us choices :)
A friend of mine told me that I should learn to live with uncertainties. Dahil kung alam ko na ang lahat ng mangyayari bukas o sa hinaharap, asan ang fun and excitement dun. Our God make that life that way. We are secured already with the good future. Samahan na lang natin ng dasal at faith yan. We need to believe that life would be good. But we don't need to exactly know the details of it. Dahil kung alam mo na...eh di wala na. All is predictable...all is meaningless...You would never felt pain for you to be stronger, you would never met your enemies for the lesson in life they have shared to you. You will never felt alone and decide to ask God's for help if you know kung ano ang next na mangyayari sa buhay mo. Right? So I think ito yung reason. The consequences of these uncertainties make us a better person.
You see life is created that way. Uncertainties lead us to choices. These choices make our life worth living. :)
I believe that happiness can be seen every second if you will just pay attention to it. You will hear the loudest cry of cricket if you decide to listen to it. It is really a matter of choice. Kung saan ka papaimpluwensya...kung saan mo gustong makinig...kung ano ang gusto mong maging desisyon. Having a faith is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Being miserable is a choice. Being fat is a choice. Being beautiful person is a choice. Being you right now is the consequences of your choices in the past.
Remember God allowed you to always have a choice. That's the freedom He gave when He created us humans. Use that choice wisely. It will change you life forever.
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as i browse your blog, nakikita kong my takot ka sa Diyos at masasabi ko din na pinag hirapan mo kung ano ang meron ka ngayon. GOD blessed you with so many things in life. But sis i hope na di ka maging katulad ng iba na nag simula sa mahirap na gumanda at natapos sa mali. ANG TUNAY NA SATISFACTION SA BUHAY AY HINDI LANG MAABOT ANG PANSARILI MONG GUSTO O PANGARAP KUNDI MAKITA MO ANG MGA MAHAL MO SA BUHAY NA MASAYA, NAGMAMAHALAN, BUO AT NAG
TUTULUNGAN BILANG ISANG PAMILYANG MAY TAKOT SA DIYOS. aanhin natin ang kasiyahang pansarili kung may tampo naman ang mag anak natin sa atin kapag tayo'y nakatalikod sa kanila :)