Meron kayang tao na katulad ko? (Malamang marami din. Haha.)
Na mahilig mag-imagine ng happy endings? Kahit na siguro tinatawag ng sitwasyon o trabaho na magbago ako, hindi pa rin naman nawawala ang old self ko.
Turn off lang ginagawa ko madalas. Pero at the end of the day, im still on my old self.
Sino ba si Karen?
Masayahin ako. Joker mas madalas, maraming kuwento. Marunong ako makinig, magtaray at manlait din ng bongga-na may humor.
Stress madalas. Pero tumawa lang ako, ok na ako. Nangangarap ako na may prince charming ako one day that will save me from being alone for a long time. And yes i was never really in a relationship for a long period of time. By the way i've been dreaming of that day too.
I interpret songs and i love songs which i can relate my life and love story (especially my love story)
I cry a lot at kahit saan lugar yata- sa dyip, sa bahay - while praying, while thinking of pains, hurts and depression. I cry a lot because it is free and it is the only way of my release. I cry when im touch by a friend and yes even poems, books, and lyrics of a songs i sing.
People think i am strong at dahil sa posisyon ko as manager, i was kinda of intimidating talaga especially when i speak my thoughts and views on topics and issues.
I love music. I am fascinated by every note esp when one's music touches soul. Para bang ginawa sila to send the message of God. When it calms and let my heart be as it is, i will surely dont forget that song. And this will be part of my life story OSTs.
I just want a simple life near the shore with my dream poultry business, my husband and my 3 kids with me.
I love imagining these things. It keep me at a normal human loving state.
Gusto ko ng ikasal at magkapamilya. Gusto ko ng magsettle down as soon as possible. Gusto ko ng dumating sa state na yun. Na someone is actually looking over me, protecting and loving me.
Kung pangarap ito. Naging paulit ulit ko ba rin itong pinapangarap. Dasal at pag-asa na lang ang meron ako ngayon. Hindi ko kasi alam kung magkakatotoo pa. Pero sana pakinggan na ako ng Diyos. Sana sana sana.
Magiging ok na ako.
P.S.
I wrote this last March 12, 2012 on my iPod. These notes are actually are way of talking to myself...listening to myself at the same time. Mas nakikilala mo daw ang sarili mo if you listen to your inner self. I write my thoughts on my iPod/iPad. I just love technology! :D
On dreams topic, dati I was used to put deadlines to it. And forget it never happened when deadlines pass. But Lord know how to direct me... to lead me to think the other way around. I came to accept that I may never put deadlines to my dreams. But I can take steps to realize it. I may have struggles and challenges along the way, but I will never give up on my dreams. Because I know these dreams have been planted by God in my heart. And these will happen. It is destined to happen. :)
Thanks for reading guys. *hugs* K
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