Kangel's Confessions

So here it is... tagged by adiktus bloggie ardee with this Alphabet song... A - Age: Lovely 24. B - Bands I'm Listening To Right Now: I love our own local bands...Parokya ni Edgar to name one C - Career: Webmaster/Consultant/SEO Specialist/Web Developer/Blogger/Daughter/Girlfriend ni...ay...(hindi pa pala! Ambisyosa ako..haha!) :P D - Drink or Smoke: I'm occasional drinker but I don't smoke.(San Mig light lang madalas...).. E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: Emie(officemate/katabi/close friend ko dito sa office),Besty Joy, Makre(officemate). F - First Crush: Junjun Morales. G - Gadgets: IPOD,laptop, MP4, cellphone. H - Hobbies: read,blog,chat,talk,overbreak I - In love: Yes. J- Junk Food You Like: Pringles, Lays, Piknik (bsta hindi maanghang na any potato chips..) K - Kids: wala pa e.Inaanak marami. L - Longest Ride Ever: Currently...work to home... (Gilmore to Taguig) M - My Perfect Nightout: Friend's house, Jamming N - Names For Your Future Kids: Ana..yun pa lang e. Yun...

1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favourite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. A milkshake. 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 peso bill in your coat. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS. 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). 27. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. 28. Playing with a ...

Maraming beses ngayon sa utak ko pumapasok ang scenario na yun. Na ano? Na nag-uusap kami.Masaya talaga kasi yung experience. Pero sana sana may sinabi rin siya tungkol sa nararamdaman nya. No? Haay naku...ano ka ba kangel? Tama na yun nasabi mo. Nasa kanya na ang lahat ng desisyon ngayon di ba? Oo nga. nasa kanya na. So dapat maging masaya ka na. Ok kangel? Hmmmn... OO nga. Tama na yun. At alam ko na rin na may nililigawan na sya. Tama na yung nalaman nya. Wala na rin naman akong magagawa kung may nagugustuhan na rin syang iba. :( Wag ka na malungkot. Ang mahalaga nasabi mo. Alam mo na magkakaroon ka na ng special attention na galing sa knya. Dahil alam na nya e. Lumaban ka na. Kaya matalo o manalo...wala kang pagsisihan. Tama ka. Sana gusto nya rin ako no? Palagay mo gusto nya kaya ako? Wish ko rin gusto ko nga nya. Pero hindi kasi natin alam e. Ang malinaw lang sa ngayon ay may nililgawan siya ngayon. Tama kangel? Oo :( Pero posible rin kaya? Na gusto nya nga ako? Posible naman. Kas...

Maraming nangyari sa akin this week. Super mega to the highest level ang ibat-ibang emotions. Nung nakakaramdam ako ng mga mega emotions na ito...wala akong naiisip kundi ang sarili ko. Iniisip ko kung bakit kailangan ko itong maramdaman? Anong kasalanan ko? Yung mga ganun... Kung may clue na kayo...Puro negative emotions po ang lahat ng kwento ko. So reminder lang po...kung ayaw nyo maapektuhan masyado...dito pa lang ihinto nyo ang pagbabasa ng post na ito. - May isa akong matagal na dapat ng ginawa na hindi ko nagawa ngayon linggo. I was so sad. Yung lungkot na nakakamatay ng heart. Yun ganun. I did it because I wanted to grow and I think it is now time. But I think God had stopped me. Hmmmn...Hindi ko na alam ngayon ang iisipin. Honestly naguguluhan na rin ako. But I am still praying na magawa ko yun after *his special event. Sana...dahil pagod na ako mag-isip, manghula at malungkot... - 2 weeks (sana...kung papayagan mag-leave...hopefully) na lang ako sa office. Counting the days.....

And now my days now are counted.... I have finally pass my resignation to my bosses. And then silence...Relief...Happiness and then it follows...when I look on them...sadness... Parang naalala ko tuloy itong post ito . Naalala ko na naman ang feeling. Really sad. Hindi pa dumarating ang araw...i mean yung effectivity ng resignation ko...sobraaannngg...nasa-sad ako. But again my last post reminds me that God is in control still. Nangyari ito dahil may dahilan. Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na nangyayari nga ito...pero this is it na ang drama ko ngayon e. I am just following where He is leading me. I am happy. Yes. Pero I just can't help it eh. Hehehe...(Naiintindihan naman ni Lord) But I know they will still be my friends...Anuman ang company ang pasukan ko. Whether I am important sa kanila or hindi...marami akong natutunan sa kanila. I have met different personalities, pinakisamahan, I have fun with them...I have shared to them my life story, my love story (hanubayun...haha!) at g...

Hehehe. Gusto ko lang i-post ung mga pictures ng nangyari kagabi... Ang saya lang... The title of the post says it all... Happy Baptism Kuya Jhun. (Kuya Jhun nga pala is born again Christian and now yesterday he embraced the catholic faith. Congratulations! Keep the fire burning! God bless sa trip mo sa Qatar...We'll definetely miss you kuya...) at maxs...ninangs ang ninongs...hehehee. (after the baptism). michelle, karlo, nc and kangel (without us...patay ang videoke event na ito...hahaha nyahehehehe!) nc and kangel (love this pic...wala lang...namiss ko tlaga si nc... hehe!) michelle on camera pose (hahaha! without her...walang actions ang mga songs namin...) nc singing out loud! (siya tlaga yung pinakamakulit nung event...di pa sya nakakainom nyan....haha! (just to clarifwalang alcoholic drinks ang videoke event namen...defensive eh no???hahaha!)) kuya jhun...(mamimiss ko ito...waaa..kuya! God bless! Finally God has answered your prayers! Ingatz parati!) kangel,nc.michelle,k...

What happen to november 1 and 2...Hehe...Wala..walang nangyari...Kain...tulog at bonding talaga with my family. Hehe... Medyo late na nga lang dumating yung father ko dahil expected ko na wala na silang pasok nung Oct 31. Gabi na ng November 1 siya dumating... Picturan ever! On Nov 1 siyempre..Hehe...at dahil nga bonding...pagkatapos naman iko-commemorate ang mismong araw...Kainan na siyempre. Ang lahat ng pagkain na inalay namin sa mga mahal namin sa buhay ay siyempre napunta sa mga tiyan namin...Nyahehehe! pagkain nilantakan namin after i-prepare para sa mga souls. hehehe. sarap! (pen,mama, alyn bunso) kangel and sister jean..pagkagising camera ang hinarap.haha! (nov 2) hehe. family pic almost....missing jean and charles. (i love this pic..) karel and kangel (posing ever!) pen and kangel (happy halloween!!! hahaha! pwede na ba???! ) jean,alyn,pen,and kangel (itaas ang kamay! smile! hahaha!) November 2 ulet is bonding and bonding and bonding to the ...