Nagkita kami ng mga kaibigan ko sa SYKES last March 31, 2010. Gabi. Siyempre after work. Nagkita muna kami ni Emie muna sa megamall tapos naghintay ng taxi sa Podium dahil sa scarcity ng taxi that night. Nakipag-unahan pa kami nun sa isang kasabay namin na guy na naghihintay din ng taxi. Hehe. Buti gentleman. Pinauna na lang kami. Ang sikreto di namin sya nilingon. Hehe. Maraming salamat sa iyo Mr. Stranger. Nakasakay kami at nakaabot sa K-Pointe bldg sa Gilmore ng safe and sound.
Finally after few minutes of waiting, I texted Ate Mye. At habang nagre-review kami ng mga SYKES unforgettable moments, lumabas na sina Makre at siyempre si Ate Mye. With a new face friend nila. I met a new friend. Benj, beautiful like us...you know. lol. At last nakumpleto din ang grupo. We ate sa teriyaki boy c/o ate mye wohooo! Siya ang aming birthday celebrant for the night. Beautiful beautiful. We have kuwento at siyempre mawalawa ba ang kape? Starbucks!!! I love life...well.. I super love coffee lang talaga.
But that's not the whole story yet.
You see whenever I talk with my closest friends we learn from each others chismaks, shared stories and arguments.
Just what I learned again that night. A truth that has been slapped in my face. Maybe I just need to hear it. Straight from the mouth of those people who loved me and laugh at my jokes....
No seriously. I just want to share this.
Ok...
I realized that night na "PIHIKAN" ako. Do you know why it such a big deal? Because I never thought I am. At maraming tao pa ang kailangan mag-comment gently well para itagtag sa akin ang word na PIHIKAN. I wont name them here. Pero paulit ulit ko yun naririnig. Parang nanadya... para magising ako. Para ma-realize ko na sa wakas.
I knew before that I never was. Pero parang gusto ko na maniwala ngayon.
"I admit...PIHIKAN na ako"
Alam nyo ba ang kasabihan na "Acceptance is the first step for healing..." Halaaa. Parang sakit lang ang pagiging pihikan eh no? Haha.
I just need to admit it para lang alam ko. Why? Maybe it can open a door of wisdom for me. That If I am like this person, will I stay to be this person or will I embrace it? Wala lang yung mga ganun tanong. Mahilig lang akong magtanong ng mga crossover questions. Ganito na ako ever since the world began. At sa realizations kung ito, may gagawin akong decision. Soon I will know...
to be continued....
Finally after few minutes of waiting, I texted Ate Mye. At habang nagre-review kami ng mga SYKES unforgettable moments, lumabas na sina Makre at siyempre si Ate Mye. With a new face friend nila. I met a new friend. Benj, beautiful like us...you know. lol. At last nakumpleto din ang grupo. We ate sa teriyaki boy c/o ate mye wohooo! Siya ang aming birthday celebrant for the night. Beautiful beautiful. We have kuwento at siyempre mawalawa ba ang kape? Starbucks!!! I love life...well.. I super love coffee lang talaga.
But that's not the whole story yet.
You see whenever I talk with my closest friends we learn from each others chismaks, shared stories and arguments.
Just what I learned again that night. A truth that has been slapped in my face. Maybe I just need to hear it. Straight from the mouth of those people who loved me and laugh at my jokes....
No seriously. I just want to share this.
Ok...
I realized that night na "PIHIKAN" ako. Do you know why it such a big deal? Because I never thought I am. At maraming tao pa ang kailangan mag-comment gently well para itagtag sa akin ang word na PIHIKAN. I wont name them here. Pero paulit ulit ko yun naririnig. Parang nanadya... para magising ako. Para ma-realize ko na sa wakas.
I knew before that I never was. Pero parang gusto ko na maniwala ngayon.
"I admit...PIHIKAN na ako"
Alam nyo ba ang kasabihan na "Acceptance is the first step for healing..." Halaaa. Parang sakit lang ang pagiging pihikan eh no? Haha.
I just need to admit it para lang alam ko. Why? Maybe it can open a door of wisdom for me. That If I am like this person, will I stay to be this person or will I embrace it? Wala lang yung mga ganun tanong. Mahilig lang akong magtanong ng mga crossover questions. Ganito na ako ever since the world began. At sa realizations kung ito, may gagawin akong decision. Soon I will know...
to be continued....
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