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Mga Iniisip ni Kangel :)

What can I say? Things are all still the same. Been lutang lately. Pero ok na naman ako. Hehe.


Gusto ko lang ikwento yung nangyari sa akin kanina umaga. I've been reading a Christian book and I was really moved and touched by God's words. Kapag nata-touch pa naman ako...kahit nga song lang na marinig ko... naiiyak talaga ako. I can't stop it...At feeling ko kahit sinong tao...kapag naramdaman si Lord...will be weak but overwhelmed by the feeling that God really do understand you and love you. Ewan ko ba...my reaction was to cry at that moment. Nararamdaman ko He is speaking the real words I am reading on that book. At kahit para na akong ewan kanina...(papasok pa ako office) tears keep running down on my face. I feel His grace and I felt weak...and thankful. Yeah...I'm very thankful dahil He keeps on giving and offering His love and forgiveness sa akin...non-stop...pero ako...guilty as I am is not perfect...A sinner... I just thank the Lord for that very heartfelt experience. :)


Kamusta si kangel?

Ok naman ako. But lately...I've been weighing things. At dumating ako sa desisyon....na hahayaan ko muna ang Diyos mag-shape ng kung ano ang tama sa tamang panahon. I don't want to dwell on the current situation for now. Alam ko at positive ako na magbabago ito. I saw the work of God in each one of us dito...Dito sa office. alam ko...if God has reasons for whatever events that had happened here in the office. Those are good and best reasons. I'll just follow. Ako naman...I will just make use of the time wisely. I will try to learn somethign new each day.

Sa bahay naman, may current problem rin kami nidi-dwell. And the whole family is sad about it. We have all surrendered already...Ako talaga rin napagod na. Medyo uncontrollable na rin kasi sya. Nakakalungkot. Pero I just pray that whether where she is right now...Lord keep her safe. And sana ma-realize nya na we love her so much. I believe that one day...she will be back with all the lessons leared sa experience na ito.


Oh well. How is he? I saw them (my ex-p and the sis sa SFC) with my both eyes. I'm happy for them...kahit walang gustong maniwala...haha! I hope all good things sa relationship nila :P

I am really thinking...after International Conference kung magle-leave muna ako sa SFC. Dinidiscern ko pa. Concentrate ako sa pagiging lector ko. Wala lang...bigla ko lang naisip.

Bye...baka may imeet ako...pero kung wala sya...uuwi na lang ako..hehehe :P

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