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Reasons to Smile

Life is perfectly mysterious and unpredictable.

Weeks back, I almost fall in love with a guy. And then last week I just realized, I'm not. It's not love. It's just an emotional attachment.

Today, I realized I am physically attracted to a guy I barely known.

Do I like him? Yes. But am I in love.? No. Maybe not yet.

Blaaah.

Do I want to be in love? Im not sure. I don't know what love is anymore.

But I want to be in love.

My life is complicated as it seems but I'm happy. God has allowed me to experience these things and learn from it.

My God maybe allows it. So I can complete this whole life experience while I'm here on earth.

God is sending me reasons to smile everyday. I may not be the happiest girl with special someone in her life. But I'm contently happy.


I felt like God is looking at me closely. His holy glance is on me. I'm overwhelmed.

Thank you Lord for allowing me to experience new things everyday.For making me smile like you always always do.
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