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Moodswings or Midlife Crisis?

I've been experiencing the highest and lowest moods lately. Hindi ko alam kung nagi-enter na ba ako ng midlife crisis? Ito na ba yun?

I never know if I had passed one. But maybe I guess not. I just maybe a lost soul. :)




My thoughts...they are screaming.


Mind you guys, ok naman ako. Haha. But I just cant help thinking, of some thoughts lately about - happiness - contentment and what you really want in life. Ayoko mag-elaborate. Para sa akin na lang siguro iyun.

But I feel weird kasi bakit ngayon ko ito naiisip. Ito na ba yung tinatawag nilang midlife crisis? Naaah.


I miss...

I miss yung mga dati kong ginagawa nun early twenties ko. I know what I really want back then. What makes me truly happy. Yun mafeel mo na ilang beses at halos sagad sa buto na ang ginagawa mo eh di ka makaramdam ng pagod. Ang mararamdaman mo lang eh saya. Yung eternal happiness. Siguro pwedeng matranslate ang eternal sa happiness with peace of heart and mind. Ganun. Basta ung happiness na kakaiba.

Parang kasi ang pakiramdam ko, hindi pa sapat yung happiness ngayon. Na I need to do something. SHARE IT. Tingin ko kasi yun ung endpoint parati if you receive something. You should share. Sa set-up kasi ng trabaho ko ngayon, mga tao at demands, yes - nalimitahan ako.

Umikot ang buhay ko sa trabaho - mga katrabaho at mga issues ng trabaho ko. Puro trabaho.




The next step...

First step siguro muna. Acceptance. Alam ko may problema. That I need to do something about it. - Actually brainstorming stage pa ako. Hindi ko kasi alam kung problema nga ito or moodswings lang. I cant decide sa next step kung wala akong acceptance ng current situation. Labo.

Haay hormones ko lately - hindi maspelling din. Next step will be determined kapag alam ko na yung problema - actually nakalatag na yung sagot. Kailangan ko lang tlaga i-accept.


Haay Ang hirap maging babae.

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