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Sa mga babasa:
Pasensiya na kayo kung hindi nyo maitindihan ang blog ko ngayon. Just wanna burst all these emotions. Bukas ok na ako promise.

I think its unfair! But what can I do? Wala naman akong magagawa...Ang magagawa ko... to think and absorb all these things are happening. I hate it! But I know I must accept it. Nobody can help me. Not even them.

Ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. At alam ko naman na God allow this to happen.
But let me express my grief God. I am really sad on hearing today's news. Kahit sino ata na magyaya sa akin na uminom at this moment ay papayag ako. I am so sad. I wanted to cry. Pero OA naman kung iiyak ako. Pero yun talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Lahat na lang ng malungkot gusto kong iiyak. Pero alam ko kailangan ko tanggapin. Wala naman talaga justice dito sa earth. Kahit kailan. (Pero siyempre emotional na naman ako...) Ayoko na naagrabyado pero parati yung nangyayari. I hate it! I hate it sobra! Pero ganun ata talaga...Wala akong magagawa. Ayoko magalit...Dahil wala yun sa vocabulary ko.

God...I'm sorry. Pero ngayon lang araw na ito. Ngayon lang po...Bukas...siguro ma-aabsorb ko na. I should think of my next actions...Siguro hindi ko na iisipin ang comfort ko...I just hate the system. Sana bukas matanggap ko na. I'll pray today. I'll pray for them. Alam ko wala silang kasalanan. Consequence din kasi ito ng mali kong desisyon. Just pray na matapos na itong naiisip ko at nararamdamn.

Help me and guide my thoughts God.
Para hindi ako makapag-isip ng masama sa ibang tao.



Comments

patriciapumpkin said…
you are right.. you have no reason to be angry with God... things happen for a reason.. it was done to be that way because He knows that you can possibly solve it.. maybe not now but lter perhaps.. things will be ok sis.. just keep the faith alive and the trust burning...

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