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Bothered

Kapag naiisip ko na mawalan ng hope...Here comes God to cheer me up and say
ok lang iyan “I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)...." Sino ba naman
ang di gagaan ang kalooban at mase-secure sa mga salitang ito?

Kapag nagkakaroon ako ng pagdududa sa ginagawa ko, I asked Him and say sorry kapag ngkamali ako. At kapag ok naman at approve ang ginawa ko, I feel better because I know somehow nago-glorify ko ang name ni God sa heaven in my own little ways.
In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.(Matthew 5:16)

Sa totoo lang ... (Sigh!) Something is really bothering me. And I pray to God na sana mawala na rin yung “heaviness” na nararamdaman ko. I know He will make me smile at the end of the day. I just know. And hopefully He will. Maybe I just need to cry this out…para mawala. Hirap! Pero kaya pa…

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