I don't want to nag here. But when I see things going right again esp in my friends' relationships, I am starting to feel better and light. Siguro iniisip ko...hindi ko man maayos na maging "romantic" ang story ko...Sa iba pwede ko magawa yun. Makakangiti ako dahil may happy ending ang iba. Para sa akin hindi naman yun pagiging bitter...that's being fair to the world. At least these friends I'm talking gave me this piece of happiness that I haven't felt yet and hoped for...well until now.
But sometimes I know na minsan OA na ako sa reaction. I mean hindi naman ako dapat masyadong nakikialam pero ginagawa ko pa din. Kung makikilala nyo ako nung college...mas grabe ako noon, meron lang akong feeling na kailangan kong ayusin "sila"...esp kapag malapit tlaga silang dalawa sa heart ko. Sometimes I won...and most of the times I fail. Naghihiwalay sila...They are not friends anymore but the ex-couple are still my good friends.
In short, marami akong ganun friends. :) Hehe. I have seen how both the guy and the girl undergo the same painful, confusing process. Mag-imagine na lang kayo na ako ang mediator. Nakakakuha nga ako ng happiness from them...they also have a way of draining me and leaving me lifeless. Plus pa dun mga lessons they learned from those painful events. I learned them din..Package yata yun na nakukuha mo sa patok na product na "Friendship"? hehe.
Why am writing this?
I have this friend who likes another guy. Eh committed na ito. From this point in time, I saw things...It is unfair..it is confusing...But I decided na hindi makialam sa dalawa kong kaibigan ito (the guy and girl) I value relationships but I also value my friend's privacy. Hindi na ako pwedeng makialam ngayon. Not now...
Pero aaminin ko na meron pa rin times na I am tempted...Haay. Pero...Control rin lang. Mahal ko naman sila pareho. Sana in time, and in God's time marealize din ng kaibigan ko ang mga bagay bagay.
Tama na nga ito...Gusto ko lang maglabas ng laman ng isip ko. :)
Good morning :)
But sometimes I know na minsan OA na ako sa reaction. I mean hindi naman ako dapat masyadong nakikialam pero ginagawa ko pa din. Kung makikilala nyo ako nung college...mas grabe ako noon, meron lang akong feeling na kailangan kong ayusin "sila"...esp kapag malapit tlaga silang dalawa sa heart ko. Sometimes I won...and most of the times I fail. Naghihiwalay sila...They are not friends anymore but the ex-couple are still my good friends.
In short, marami akong ganun friends. :) Hehe. I have seen how both the guy and the girl undergo the same painful, confusing process. Mag-imagine na lang kayo na ako ang mediator. Nakakakuha nga ako ng happiness from them...they also have a way of draining me and leaving me lifeless. Plus pa dun mga lessons they learned from those painful events. I learned them din..Package yata yun na nakukuha mo sa patok na product na "Friendship"? hehe.
Why am writing this?
I have this friend who likes another guy. Eh committed na ito. From this point in time, I saw things...It is unfair..it is confusing...But I decided na hindi makialam sa dalawa kong kaibigan ito (the guy and girl) I value relationships but I also value my friend's privacy. Hindi na ako pwedeng makialam ngayon. Not now...
Pero aaminin ko na meron pa rin times na I am tempted...Haay. Pero...Control rin lang. Mahal ko naman sila pareho. Sana in time, and in God's time marealize din ng kaibigan ko ang mga bagay bagay.
Tama na nga ito...Gusto ko lang maglabas ng laman ng isip ko. :)
Good morning :)
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